Dear Choo,

I wish I've never heard of you, so that I won't be that into you.
I wish I've never known you, so that I won't be that grieved.
I wish I've never walked so close to you, but the more I am looking into your heart, the deeper my heart is drowning into you.
What am I supposed to do, or what do you expect me to do?
You are right. I am too young to love you.
Maybe someday when I am grown up and considered synonymous with what you really are - being sophisticated and elegant, I can proudly tell the world now I can love you.
I am on my way.

April x